[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

[[Bored and Restless]]

Ok...I don't think I have to make it look so obvious that I'm really bored and restless eh?

It has been quite a topsy-turvy week, and that's only 3 days.

For a start, it's been a real huge regret that 1 of my fellow colleague and friend, Kenneth, had decided to quit the job. It's a real shame, because all of us were really starting to warm up to each other. And a real pity that he had been forced to make such a decision. Don't wish to comment too much on the subject, lest I offend any individual or organisation, but it is really a waste.

On a brighter note, we celebrated another colleague's birthday today, although Tommy already turned 24 yesterday. But better late than never, right? It was such a nice little surprise planned for him. Everyone had fun, and although his look didn't give much away, I can tell he really appreciated and am touched by the little gesture.

Hopefully we would be able to plan some sort of an outing after work this Friday. It must be really fun to hang out with them, regardless of what we do.

And hopefully a class outing can be successfully planned too. Probably the last time the class could have some sort of meaningful get-together before everyone really start going their seperate ways. It is interesting to think of how I may possibly cross the path of an ex-classmate twenty years later. In a preferable scenario, I hope I would never cross that path with any of my ex-classmates being a rival of work or anything.

It is strange but I can't help but feel kinda empty at times. It seems like I am missing something in my life but yet I don't feel like I am or I should be missing anything. Life has been pretty smooth-sailing, nothing really rocking the boat or anything. And it's not as if I'm boring the shit out of my pants. Life can be so full of mysteries sometimes. I hate feeling that I'm a stranger even to myself.

I fully understand that life is a journey full of surprises, but sometimes, the heart is strong enough only for certain and/or limited ones. I'm barely 20 and already I am feeling old and weary, like how I don't enjoy sports as much as I do in the past. I need to find a way to get some motivation back...

Oh yeah, before I end off...the finals of American Idol 4 is next week. From today's performance, it looks like either Carrie or Vonzell would be going off. But it doesn't matter really, because BO IS GONNA WIN!!! Hahaha...okok I don't need to make it so obvious that I support Bo, but he has been a cut above the rest. America seemed to be a little deaf for a few episodes this season (Nicol Smith certainly did not deserve to go out so early), but I'm sure that, by now, they know who is their idol.

And I'm certain I will get a copy of Bo's album when he releases 1, because he is that damn good. Certainly a breath of fresh air compared to all the other idols in previous seasons.

I'll sign off here. Till I see you again on the next entry, goodbye!!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:43 pm|