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Thursday, April 28, 2005

[[CX the Road Menace]]

Guess what?

Yours truly really am a great genius.

Haha...as things were originally planned, I passed my driving before my bike. Hohohoho...damn am I so smart.

Lolx...ok I'll stop the bragging. Truth be told, I'm quite lucky actually.

After my test today, I can't help but be left to wonder why I didn't perform the way I think for my first test. Perhaps I had way too much jitters during the first attempt? Maybe I juz am not good enough to handle that kind of pressure?

I like to challenge myself to take on the big time, but in recent times, I'm left with an egg on my face rather than anything else. It's quite a harsh reality to accept, especially when I hardly faltered on the big stage when I was younger.

Haiz...hate to accept the fact that I'm really getting old. Or perhaps I'm juz not that good. But it's ok, because there's always room for improvement, isn't it?

Oh well...I suppose it doesn't matter that much now because I did pass my test already. Passing on the second attempt ain't that bad either, right? The tester did say I had improved leaps and bounds, considering I accumulated like almost 40 demerit points during my first attempt as opposed to only 12 on my second attempt.

So, now you might get a rough idea why I feel the way I do. I feel glad for my father though, cos he need not waste any more money for my driving.

The next step is to convince him to let me study in Australia after NS. Ahh...a big wish. But I'll give up that thought if it puts too much a strain on his finances. There is a time for selfishness, but not when one's family finances is concern, I suppose.

Oh yeah, my next bike test is scheduled on May 30th. One month to wake up my bloody idea. Haha...have a revision lesson a day before that. Happens to be her birthday. Well...that has to be none of my concern by now. Or rather, it's probably better for everyone that I don't place concern on it.

Before I sign off, would like to extend my appreciation for Cheryl. Haha...thanks for accompanying me to the test. Anywayz, you should be so honoured that you're the first to know I passed!! Hehe...not too bad right?

And I think...................

Motivation helped me through. Because I did something in the morning before I left home the thing I didn't do for my bike test.

The picture of........................

Wahahaha...whoops *shuts mouth again*.

Lolx...juz kidding. Have a great time everyone!

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