[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Thursday, April 28, 2005

[[CX the Road Menace]]

Guess what?

Yours truly really am a great genius.

Haha...as things were originally planned, I passed my driving before my bike. Hohohoho...damn am I so smart.

Lolx...ok I'll stop the bragging. Truth be told, I'm quite lucky actually.

After my test today, I can't help but be left to wonder why I didn't perform the way I think for my first test. Perhaps I had way too much jitters during the first attempt? Maybe I juz am not good enough to handle that kind of pressure?

I like to challenge myself to take on the big time, but in recent times, I'm left with an egg on my face rather than anything else. It's quite a harsh reality to accept, especially when I hardly faltered on the big stage when I was younger.

Haiz...hate to accept the fact that I'm really getting old. Or perhaps I'm juz not that good. But it's ok, because there's always room for improvement, isn't it?

Oh well...I suppose it doesn't matter that much now because I did pass my test already. Passing on the second attempt ain't that bad either, right? The tester did say I had improved leaps and bounds, considering I accumulated like almost 40 demerit points during my first attempt as opposed to only 12 on my second attempt.

So, now you might get a rough idea why I feel the way I do. I feel glad for my father though, cos he need not waste any more money for my driving.

The next step is to convince him to let me study in Australia after NS. Ahh...a big wish. But I'll give up that thought if it puts too much a strain on his finances. There is a time for selfishness, but not when one's family finances is concern, I suppose.

Oh yeah, my next bike test is scheduled on May 30th. One month to wake up my bloody idea. Haha...have a revision lesson a day before that. Happens to be her birthday. Well...that has to be none of my concern by now. Or rather, it's probably better for everyone that I don't place concern on it.

Before I sign off, would like to extend my appreciation for Cheryl. Haha...thanks for accompanying me to the test. Anywayz, you should be so honoured that you're the first to know I passed!! Hehe...not too bad right?

And I think...................

Motivation helped me through. Because I did something in the morning before I left home the thing I didn't do for my bike test.

The picture of........................

Wahahaha...whoops *shuts mouth again*.

Lolx...juz kidding. Have a great time everyone!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:55 am|

Monday, April 25, 2005

[[Juz another stupid day]]

I hate Mondays.

You bet I do.

Nothing seems to go really right on Mondays. Firstly, I was a little late for my bike test today. Managed to run to the driving centre juz in time. But what really annoyed me was that the shuttle bus arrived at the driving centre at about the same time as I did.

I actually decided to travel on foot from the MRT station, assuming that I would be able to reach the driving centre in 10 minutes. That was around 7:40am. And because the shuttle bus only arrives at the MRT station at 7:50am, which was the time I had to report, I skipped the bus.

And ended up getting myself profusing in my own sweat as I reach the centre. How dumb.

Anyway, I didn't manage to pass the test. Now now, I know everyone must be thinking of what kind of excuses I'm going to come up with. As one of my coursemate, Val, once told me:

Everything you say seems like rubbish, but they actually sound logical at the same time.

Somewhere along those lines.

So below are the reasons...I mean, factors, that resulted in me failing of my first bike test attempt.

1. Fatigue

I didn't managed to go to bed until 2:30am in the morning. This was because of staying up to watch Manchester United vs Newcastle. In case you can't fathom a link between me and soccer, please kindly look to the left of your screen and read what I wrote under "My Adores".

Anyway, I only had 4 hours of sleep prior to the test. Actually, I don't need a lot of sleep. Juz like the great Napoleon, who reportedly slept only 4 hours a day. He believed that it was the quality, and not quantity, of sleep that matters.

Ahh...how great minds do think alike...

But I don't regret this factor of mine, though. Because I witnessed (live) what I believe would be the goal of the season by Wayne Rooney. Man...it was an absolute rocket. Simply unstoppable.

2. Loss of concentration

The primary reason why I didn't pass my bike test was because I incurred an immediate failure during the circuit test route. I couldn't manage to travel through the narrow plank for more than 6 seconds. In fact, I had barely got my bike onto the plank before it went off.

As one of the testers told me, I had loss concentration and should had focused my sight further.

I do admit that I loss concentration slightly at that moment. It's strange that my mind would have wondered somewhere else for even a split second. Maybe it was the hot sun that seemed to be sucking all the moisture I had left in my body. Maybe it was because I was wearing a smaller helmet than usual. Maybe it was because before I left home, I didn't see one more time the picture of...

I think I'll juz leave it as that. *bleahz*

3. Wanting to pass my driving test first

All right, I know this sounds totally absurd. If I had wanted to pass my driving first then I could have booked my bike test later right?

Truth is, I wanted to do that. But at the time when I was booking my bike test, I was simply too excited about the prospect of it that I forgot all about my driving test date.

But why the hell do I want to pass my driving first?

A simple reason. Because my parents don't know I'm taking bike lessons, stupid. If I pass my driving first, the back of my driving license would state I'm qualifed to drive Class 3C vehicles with no mention of anything about Class 2B yet. By the time I pass my riding (which, I had presume, after my driving), I need not have to show my license to my parents again and they will still only remember I pass my Class 3C.

Am I a genius or am I a genius?

Oh well...geniuses are humans too. And humans make mistakes.

And yes, I really learnt something precious today.

Never fail to properly motivate yourself before you hit the big stage. Motivation really works wonders.

Darn...if only I had switched on my com for a few minutes and see the picture of...

Oops. *shuts mouth*

Hahaha...till the next time, guys. Take care! *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:30 pm|

Saturday, April 23, 2005

[[An Exception]]

Ok...so I didn't want to talk much about my life nowadays. But then again...damn it! I'm still so "can't-get-over" of yesterday!

Gosh...you know what actually happened?

I took a picture with Farhain!! *blushes*

I think I'm a little bit crazy over here, but well...actually I didn't want to take a picture with her (it'll spoil the whole photo), juz want a picture of her.

And thanks to Chris...oh yes my dearest Christopher Wan. He got me even more than I asked for.

Like he said, "I only get the best for my friends". Ain't that right, Chris? Hahahaha...what the hell...

And Jethro!!! Argh...I feel like strangling you. Lolx...

Freak...it was so darn embarrassing. A good thing it only lasted for like 5 minutes, and that's about my last day in SP. Really don't know where to hide myself if there was still another year to go.

Anywayz, I juz found out she had studied a year in JJC before. WHAT DA ****?!?!?! That is so....urgh. To think that JJC is like a 5-minute walk from my home. WHY?!?!!?

And she's quite smart. Got into the honours roll. Not bad eh? Quite an achievement.

Actually, I'm juz making a big fuss out of everything. Cos I have nothing to do on this Saturday morning. Boring!!

Ok ok...I'll juz stop here, in case I get comments from people that I'm crazy, day-dreaming, fantasising or whatever. I'm juz................................................

Farhain-struck.

LOLX!!!

Take care peepz. And see ya on the next edition on CX's blog. *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:26 am|

Thursday, April 21, 2005

[[Clubbing]]

All right...juz came back from Mambo Nite at Zouk. Wicked! It's been a darn long time since I last experienced Mambo Nite, and man...it was AWESOME! Love the music, love the atmosphere...it has got to be one of the best clubbing spots that can be found anyway! Not to mention all the peepz from DMC who were there...we rocked the whole damn house down man!

So, you would've guessed by now that this topic would be on clubbing. I gotta admit I'm not such a great fan of clubbing, but it's interesting to note some of the reasons why people, or rather, hordes of people, stream into clubs and rock their bodies all the way through the wee hours of the morning.

1. To have fun.

Obviously, this has got to be the top most reason people club. Whether it is dancing, shaking themselves to the music they enjoy, hanging out with friends or...hmm...I shall not elaborate so much. But anyway, fun is the priority of clubbing. Some people can't stand the ear-piercing volumes of clubs, but most swear that those same beats drive the stress away from their minds. The feeling of waking up the next day so shagged after one whole night of partying is quite shiok, I must admit.

2. To meet new people.

Given the huge crowds clubs always draw, it provides everyone an opportunity to meet and know new people. Although it is often debated what motives some have for trying to get someone else's number, it can't be denied that at such an event, it allows you to widen your social circle. This is important, because in a small place like our country, it is of no surprise that someone you meet in the club might juz happen to be your future boss. Though not forseeable in the short term, having many contacts can prove to be vital in the long run, especially in times of work. And in boredom.

3. To relieve stress / To forget problems.

The last reason I could think of as to why people club. It is important to note that having fun and relieving stress or forget problems are different matters altogether. You can go clubbing with an objective of having fun, but that does not equates to you feeling stressed up or having problems. I can pretty much assure you that if you really are feeling stressed up or troubled, getting your booty down on the dancefloor can help alleviate some, if not all, the problems you might have. Everyone does need to chill out at appropriate times.

I have to emphasise that I'm not promoting the clubbing culture here. This is juz a mere analysis of why I think people club. It must be taken in point that prior to this morning, I have not clubbed for almost half a year, and I've clubbed not more than 10 times for the last three years. To me, everything has a novelty status, and it will wear off if you over-indulge yourself in it. That is why I insist on clubbing only on very special occasions so that the novelty of clubbing on me does not wear off so quickly.

And besides, you need to be filthy rich to be able to club often. The entrance fee, extra drinks, supper, cab fare home...these things aren't free. And don't leech money off your parents often juz to club. I juz find it so wrong. Save up your own pocket money before you intend to club. That way, you'll enjoy every minute of it even more because you know you've worked for it.

~~~

Juz before I end off, I'll like to thank all the DMC peepz who attended the graduation ball. Damn it...it was cool! And I couldn't have expected more fun. Haha...I'll never forget Daniel, Jethro and Clarence dressing up as a panda, devil and Slash respectively. You guys rock!

And also to my beloved SPSU. It's been 3 years (2 for me), and it has been a memorable and fantastic time. Gate 6, guard house toilet...such wonderful memories. Really gonna miss this association for as long as I can remember. Life in poly would be much less fun without SPSU.

And Chris...such a pity you weren't there for one of our last glory moments. Haha...so wasted.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:38 am|

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

[[]]

What do you know? It's me blogging again.

Don't have anything much to blog actually. Juz have the feeling of wanting to type something and perhaps blabber nonsense for the masses. One last time, I guess.

Maybe I'm growing tired of myself whining and complaining and whatever on my blog. It makes it kinda unattractive to read, isn't it? I'm not sure what others think, but I suppose it's time I stop posting what I usually do.

Or maybe I juz don't feel like talking about my life anymore. What's there to talk about anyway? I don't see much point in it.

So, starting from the very next post, I'll start writing things that are more intellectual. Stuff that interests me greatly.

If you wanna know what interests me, then tune in to the next epsidoe ya? If you don't...well...juz buzz off then. Haha...no offence.

*Would me staying away and out of your life be the best for both of us?*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:24 am|

Monday, April 18, 2005

[[Lucky day?]]

Wow...this feels like a miracle right? Haha...I'm actually blogging for 2 consecutive days!! Wonder when was the last time since I did so.

Anywayz I'm wondering if today's a lucky day.

Was slacking with Chris for awhile before I had to go to Toa Payoh. So I took a train from Raffles City. When I sat down on my favourite seat (those seats with the glass panels on my right), I saw someone that caught my eyes...

Erm...ok ok I don't mean to make it so drama. But it was juz so unexpected, so surprising.

So by now I think who I'm referring to?

Yeah...it's her.

Seems like a long time since I last saw her. About one month I think. She didn't see me though. Guess it's because she was wiping her glasses. So yeah...took the initiative and sat next to her. I suppose she was quite stunned to see me too.

If it's been a month since I last saw her, it's probably two months since I last heard her voice. Yeah...that's how bad it is. Had a short chat as she was alighting at Orchard, but I feel happy enough though. That out of nowhere I actually got the chance to bump into her.

It was lucky and fortunate enough. I guess I couldn't ask for more, perhaps for more time, but who am I to request for that? Juz being able to see her and hear her voice...yeah that's really good enough.

I wonder how many times more or when would I ever be this lucky again. Probably never? Haha...ar yes...the eternal pessimist. But you gotta admit that things like these don't happen often.

So the eternal optimist (?) in me would hope for such a chanced meeting again. Sometimes I juz wish I could tell her these words...

I miss you so much...

*I don't mind feeling sad, if that's the only way to make you glad.*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:14 pm|

[[]]

Guess this is going to be a short one before I go to sleep. Feeling kinda tired now after a whole morning of soccer, and I must admit, either I am getting old or I am seriously badly out of shape. The fitness level was terrible, although the hot and humid weather played its part.

Anywayz...there ain't much I wanted to say. Juz feeling a sinking feeling. Many reasons...one being most of my closer friends seem to be enlisting in June while I'm in September. It will be tough trying to get through the 3 months without them.

Going to school tomorrow to collect the tix for grad ball. It feels so last minute that I'm getting the tix only tomorrow when the event is on Wednesday. That's really fast. And I hope it will be a fun night. Hopefully it will be more enjoyable than what I thought it might be.

Going to see Adam and gang tomorrow in school, which is good news for the ears. I miss some of my class, but I miss hanging out with the 03 and 05 guys too. Really wished my class would have more guys. No offence to the girls though. Most of them had been tremendous.

Having a job interview tomorrow afternoon too. It's a shop selling leather shoes. Not too bad cos my friend recommended. Going to work with him for probably a month or so before he goes back to China for a 3-week holiday before enlisting. Damn...it's strange to use the word "before" twice in a single sentence.

Hope to save a sum from working there. Then I wouldn't have much problems for a down-payment for a bike in future. But still considering whether to get a bike. It would be impractical if I'm given a chance to study in Australia after NS right?

So yeah...that's about it. Not so short afterall eh? Haha...I'm always a contradicting man. Not that I set myself out to be one, but well...shit happens sometimes. Take care peepz~ *sMiLeZ*

*It hurts to be the last to know, but it feels even worse that I have to find it out myself.*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:29 am|

Friday, April 15, 2005

[[Over and done]]

Today's 15th April 2005. And so...it's finally over...

Yeah...attachment's over. And the 3 years of polytechnic education, which I embarked on in 2002, has almost officially come to and end too.

Surprisingly, I couldn't fall asleep on the long train rides at the start and end of the day. Nothing much happened during my last day, and I even managed to finish reading Dan Brown's Angels and Demons, which I bought last night, in the office today.

I have to say...it's quite a sad feeling leaving the company after a fond 3-month stay. The people...the food at the coffeeshops...the work...I think I'll probably miss waking up at 6:30am everyday! And the long train trips too.

But everything has to come to an end. Though no matter how hard I prepare myself sometimes, I'm still often caught off-guard when the inevitable happens.

But I'm still gonna have to go back for another day, possibly end of the month, to collect my last pay cheque. My supervisor told me to inform them in advance so that we can all go out and have a meal after work. And it's their treat! So sweet of them right? Haiz...gonna miss them...

Perhaps that's why the internship is often referred to as an attachment. After considerable time at the company, I do feel somewhat attached to it.

And yeah...the internship also signals the end of my 3-year affiliation with SP. And all the people I got to know during the last 3 years. There may be a few whom I'd gladly end my affiliations with, but the huge majority...well...I could only say that it's a pity that time flew by so fast, or that I got to know them too late.

Last night I've finally got my enlistment letter. September 8th at 8:30am. It's still like 5 months away, which is a pretty long time. If I look at it positively, I can find some part-time job, earn some keep. On the downside, it's hard to rot for 5 months, especially when so many people I know would already be in army by then.

Oh yeah...6 more weeks to her birthday. I still haven't get started with what I wanted to give her this year. Perhaps these few weeks I'll have quite some time to make it right. Probably the last time I'll ever get to give her something.

I really hate time.

And I really hate this part of me. For trying to avoid the inevitable when there is no chance of success. After almost 20 years, it's difficult to imagine why I juz couldn't learn to get up and move on.

Maybe one day I would come to my senses. But only time will tell.

Did I juz mention that I hate time?

So to all my graduating friends...hope that as far as possible, we can still keep in touch. And I wish you all the success you may achieve once we embark on the next phase in our lives. Take care everyone. *sMiLeZ*

*Memories...kept safely in a bottle...drifting through the widest oceans*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:59 pm|

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

[[Can you feel it?]]

It's midweek. And that means...

There are only two more official working days before the end of internship! Hmm...I wonder how much am I looking forward to the end of my three-month stay at the company. It was an invaluable experience, and I am thankful for having friendly and accomodating colleagues who put me up these three months.

And I've juz bought my thank you card. Still pondering what I sh0uld write inside. Have to do it by tomorrow night.

Still yet to receive my enlistment letter from MINDEF. That means I'm gonna miss the June intake. Haiz...that is so sad. That means I'll probably have to wait for the next intake, which would be in September. That is still such a long way man! Oh no...I don't wanna rot at home for so long. Looks like really have to find some part time work to earn some keep.

Or maybe, like my friend suggested, I could be enlisted for police. Hahaha...I wish. It would be great if I serve the police force for NS. At the very least, I don't have to take a bus to take a train to take a bus to take a boat to Tekong. *pants*...that was a real tongue-twister eh? Lolx...anywayz it's much better to be in the police. I'll get to stay in mainland at least.

Well...that's all for today. And yeah, I suddenly remembered. I don't have to attend my graduation ceremony in any forms of civil service uniforms. Haha...I think that is supposed to be a good thing. Till the next time. *sMiLeZ*

*It's so tough to carry on when I can't even tell you how much I miss you*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:23 pm|

Saturday, April 09, 2005

[[Title-less]]

Hmm...can't really think of a title for this entry. Juz wanna post a poem which I wrote on Thursday during my free time at work. Haven't wrote one for a long time, so I don't know how well this sounds.

As the sun descends into the velvet sky,
The moon rises from where it lies.
Well-lit roads become dark once more,
Paths with adversaries were what they bore.

What's the price to pay for taking the route?
Would one fail or would it bear fruit?
Tales of success would often unfold,
But dignities of failures were left untold.

Many were willing to take bruises and fall,
But few could manage to again stand tall.
How does one pick himself up,
When the journey had spent all his guts?

The tiredness that had filled his weary eyes,
Were missed by all but the blind.
They who can see and not feel,
Could never tell what is real or reel.

The price he paid to follow his heart,
Was to have him broken apart.
Left desolate in a world he never knew,
He waits to be taken to somewhere new.

That's all folks. Have loads of fun for your weekend. *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|8:14 pm|

Friday, April 08, 2005

[[One More Week!!]]

The weekend's here!! And next week's gonna be the last week of attachment. This week certainly went by really quickly. Not that I'm complaining though. I'm in desperate need of some rest. Been having sleep deprivation for the whole week, having an average of at most 5 hours of sleep every night. Partly was because of the Champions League, but more of the insomnia problem kicking in.

I hope I won't get screwed up or anything on the last week. It's like the last metre in a 100-metre sprint. Surely no one would swap a silver for a gold when you are leading with less than a metre of the race left?

Anywayz...good news!! Good news!!!

I passed my final evaluation for Class 2B!!! Muahahaha...passed it on Thursday night. Not bad eh, managed to clear it on my very first attempt. This considering that I haven't done the circuit test route for a few weeks and during my last 2 road subjects I took twice and thrice respectively to pass. Phew~...gonna save me quite a few bucks. Test will be on 25th April. Not a really long wait for a test, when you consider the waiting time for Class 3 test usually takes about a month for the first attempt and much longer for subsequent attempts.

Damn...and guess what? I'm having both tests on the same week!! 27th April is the driving test!! Oh dear...didn't realise it when I booked the bike test juz now. This is going to get terribly stressful. I'd better hope for a fantastic last week of April. Passing Class 3 and 2B tests within 3 days!! That would be some record huh?

Nothing else to really update. Juz the cold weather bothering me quite a bit. It's unbelievable how the office feels like winter time when the air-con is only set at 24 degrees celcius. Definitely a horrendous time to have a flu right now. I wanna enjoy my weekend!!

And I hope everyone enjoy theirs too. Cheers~ *sMiLeZ*

*And I laugh at myself, as the tears roll down. Cos this is the world that I know. What's the world that I know?*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:05 pm|

Monday, April 04, 2005

[[Edging Closer]]

It's a lovely day...juz got paid...smack it up...be on my way...

Woohoo~...got my pay today! Finally. I'm quite desperate for that money. Haha...wonder how I got so poor recently. Barely have enough to spend even though I'm not spending a lot. Hmm...actually I've spent quite a bit. Mostly on food though. Not worth it, right? Especially when I never show any after-effects from the amount of food I devour each day.

Anywayz...I finally passed subject 7.01 of my bike lesson! Damn...took me the third attempt before I passed. What a waste of money, and it's my own darn money. One last evaluation before I can book my test!! Wahahaha...so excited actually. My second driving test has yet to arrive and I'm almost gonna book my bike test already. This despite me starting my driving lessons last August and my bike lessons late last December. A huge difference eh?

Nine more working days and attachment will be over. Everyday seems like a countdown now. Three years...it will conclude very soon. Not the kind of conclusion I would have wished for, but then again...it's all fated, ain't it? I always believe one can decide his/her own destiny but never his/her fate. So if fate has decided I guess I couldn't begrudge anyone or anything. Only myself, I suppose.

Can't wait to get into the army actually. Hahaha...don't exclaim to me that I'm patriotic or whatever. It's not that I'm not. Juz that army might be a haven for me of some sort for the rest of this year. Limited contact with the civilian world, chance to meet new and perhaps interesting people...maybe it might juz help me escape reality for a moment? Then perhaps after that I could forget...

My eyes are so tired now. Spent the afternoon proof-reading some work done by my colleague. And I got to say the text size is really SMALL. So much smaller than my own handwriting (don't laugh, Cheryl. My handwriting is seriously not a font size of -8...gosh). Really a strain on the eyes. But at least I had something to do. If not I'll have problems for the logbook.

Ok...I guess the update's done. Gonna get a bit more rest tonight. And I have to reformat my com tomorrow night. Damn it...I hate reformatting my com. Such a hassle. And I'll lose my FOOTBALL MANAGER!! Argh...played for so long already. Haiz...

Ciaoz peepz~! Take care and till the next time. *sMiLeZ*

*Don't care what people say, juz follow your own way. Don't give up and lose the chance to return to innocence*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:13 pm|

Friday, April 01, 2005

[[So late...so tired...]]

Damn...this blogger site really is experiencing some serious problems. Gone through so much trouble before I can even properly log on. Haiz~...

Anywayz it's kinda late now and my hair's gonna dry soon, so this is probably going to be quite short.

First up...11 more working days to the end of attachment! The countdown really starts now. 2 weeks will fly by pretty quickly than I would probably expect. Not that I'm dying to leave the attachment company. Everyone had been really nice to me, but waking up at 6:30am everyday and travelling so far isn't that much my cup of tea. Somehow, it has worn me out faster than I wanted.

Looking forward to my 2nd driving test on 27th April. Stupid TP...they had better pass me this time round. I don't wanna waste anymore of my father's cash on driving. It's really quite a sum of money that he had spent. Feel quite bad asking him for money for driving lesons cos they are darn expensive. To whoever is my next tester, PLEASE LOOK OUT WHENEVER I CHECK THE BLOODY BLINDSPOT AND DON'T ACCUSE ME OF NOT CHECKING!! This blind spot stuff is getting on my nerves all the time. Do I really have to tell them that I'm checking my blindspot so that they know I'm checking? Duhz...

Been planning on overseas study. Had time in the office juz now and was looking through at a few Australian universities. And one thing I can conclude: they are so expensive!! I wonder if I should bring this up to my father. Haiz...it's gonna put a strain on the finances again. I still wanna get a degree. Afterall, what do you think I spent so much time studying for? Juz wanna end my education "career" on a slightly higher note. If possible, I of cos hope to get into a local university. Save the cost and at least I won't miss mum's cooking. But on the other hand, really wanna get away from the country for some time. Guess I juz need some time to escape from all the problems I face here. I know, I know...one shouldn't run away from their problems. But...haiz...

Anyway it's good to have some experience abroad right? I mean...broaden your life and knowledge about things other than this small island here. And besides, I've never been on a plane before. Those imported Del Monte bananas are even more fortunate than me...

So I guess this entry ain't that short afterall. Hair check...ok it's dry now. Time to go to sleep. Only a pathetic 5 1/2 hours left. Sighz...it's going to be another tiring Friday. I wonder if I can get any sleep anyway...

Till the next time. Take care dudes~

*you say your heart is broken...but you never knew how you shattered mine into a million pieces*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:41 am|