[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Thursday, January 27, 2005

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Hmm haven't blogged for a few days. Gonna go sleep soon, so I'll juz type a short 1 before going to bed.
Friday is finally gonna be here. Been looking forward to the end of the week for such a long time. It's been a tiring 4 days, having to travel so far to work. It's not so much about waking up or the time spent during work. Travelling such a distance really bogs me down.
So, it's another 56 days to go. Sounds like a short time, and hopefully it will be. Not that I haven't enjoyed my attachment. It's a decent company, and the people there have been nice. Juz that the fatigue of travelling is starting to show, and it's only the 1st week. Very worrying...
Anywayz...hmm I also don't know what to say, really. Except that I miss her quite abit. Or rather, quite alot. Haven't been talking much, though I wish we could. Hope everything's going on fine for her. So much to tell her, but don't when, where and how to start.
Ok...so I've been complaining quite abit again. So I'll juz leave it as it is now. Will try and update soon, probably during the weekends. Take care peepz~ =)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:22 pm|

Monday, January 24, 2005

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Ok...so the very 1st day of attachment has ended. That's probably another 59 days to go?
And yes, as usual, I'm blasting some music into my ears. Quite a shiok feeling, especially when you're feeling like you got kick right into your ass or a tight slap on the face.
Anywayz...couldn't ask for a worse start to ITP. Almost got late because alighted at the wrong bloody bus stop. So much for the bus guide saying the stop is right next to the building. Guides are, sometimes, juz full of crap. Good thing managed to reach juz in time.
First day wasn't much. Got my own desk, a laptop (which still runs on Win 98...my god...other than saying it's in antique I can't find any words to describe it) and introduced to my department. Surprise, surprise. I'm not actually doing accounts servicing. My department's a creative group. So yeah...hopefully I will enjoy it.
Been asked to brainstorm of an idea for a range of Fujitsu power servers. That's perhaps 1 of the last few things I would wanna create an ad on, cos I know nuts about such things. Anywayz...I wonder if my ideas are all right. The creative manager said it was ok...
And the biggest perk I can receive is I don't have to wear formal to work. Smart casual will do. Thank god for this. Those clothes made me feel so uncomfortable the whole damn day.
Wished the working environment could be a little better. Not really what I would expect of a creative workplace. Feels like any other office. At least there's the radio to keep me entertained.
And did I mention I dozed for a few minutes juz now? Can't really help it. Brain cells almost used up, and I slept at like 2:30am and woke up at 6am.
So tonight's gonna be an earlier night. Starting to have that fever feeling. Damn...still got bike lesson tomorrow after work...
Feeling...I don't know what to say. Juz feeling crappy now. Juz hope this day will be over soon...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:03 pm|

Friday, January 21, 2005

[[tHaNk YoU]]

The last day of school is now officially over. Yes...this day, the day I've preparing myself to face for months, had come and passed. It's still kinda hard to accept...to accept the fact that almost 3 years are over. Next Monday and everyone embarks on a new journey. A journey that could well decide everyone's future.
Seem to have so much to say but don't know where and how to start. So I'll juz make this entry a thank you session.
First people to thank are definitely the DMC lecturers. All of you have been really great. Absolutely fantastic. None of us would have come this far without all the help and knowledge given to us. I don't think I'll ever again be able to be under the guidance of such a group of lecturers. Thank you so much. =)
Next has to be the class. I'll always resent the fact that there wasn't as many guys as I would have liked in 02, but all this resentment would probably come to nothing in the end because everyone has been really wonderful. It's probably the most chatty, loudest, colourful, jovious class I'll have. Ups and downs were inevitable, but throughout the class had come out strong, united. And yeah, much as I hate my appointment of class rep, it has been a real great honour to represent such a group.
Now comes the 03 and 05 guys. People like Jet, Chris, Daniel, Clarence, Adam and so on...you guys rock~!! 1 semester of getting along with you guys ain't enough at all. Really wished we could have hang out much much earlier. It was really great company. We laughed together, make cranky and lame jokes, talk about crap all day long...what more to ask for? Got time must really hang out together k?
Individuals I would like to thank...(if I didn't mention you please don't be mistaken k? Juz thought of highlighting a few)
Wilfred and Terence...definitely my 2 best buds these 3 years. Those times we hang out together, slack, study, ktv and everything. The 3 of us are really an unlucky trio. Must be me who jinxed the 2 of you. Haha...anywayz it was really wonderful to have the 2 of you. Won't know how life these 3 years would have been if not for the 2 of you. Thanks a million~!!
Bert, Cheryl and Phoebe...haha if wanna thank must thank the 3 of you together. First of all, Bert. Haha I think I wouldn't find anyone else who can disagree with me on more matters than you. Arguments we have alot, but you're still great. Cheryl...hmm let me think of what good points to say about you. Ayy...lolx sometimes can get a little irritated by you but then again, you're still nice. When you want to. So must always want to be nice k? Heez...and Phoebe. I wonder where I can find another person who is as soft-spoken and gentle as you. You are the oldest, but you look the youngest. Haha...Jackson's 1 lucky man. Really glad to see the 2 of you so happy together. Continue that way forever k? =)
The 4 seasons...the 4 of you ar...seem like leeches stuck to each other. Haha...but all 4 of you are really fantastic. Bright, talented...it's not easy at all to find another 4-girl group who look as great as the 4 of you. And thanks to Summer especially, for the company in the past. Haha it must be quite tough to be on the same bus as me so often. Xing ku le~!!
Joanne and Sherine...wah seh. I juz can't tolerate the 2 of you~!! I've never seen girls who have 2 such contrasting sides and suddenly I know 2. And yeah...what's so funny about me that you 2 must always laugh about? Really puzzles me at times. Done quite a few projects with you, and it wasn't a bad experience at all. Thanks so much for being lame and corny. The class wouldn't be so lively without the constant chatter from the 2 of you. Haha =P
And yeah...so now I've come to the last person I wanna thank. This girl...had, from the first day I started my education in SP, been really important in my life. And probably will be for the rest of it. She's the one with the smile...1 that taught me how to smile with my heart. She's the one with sunshine all around her...giving me the motivation to drag myself to school everyday. She's the one from whom I learnt...that loving someone can be tough, bring smiles and tears. She's the one whose existence taught me how important can someone be in my life.
Though I didn't manage to take a picture of us today, or rather, yesterday, I still have 3...3 very important photographs. 1 in my wallet, 1 in my mind, 1 in my heart. And I'm really contented and happy to be able to keep them.
Thank you Eileen. Thank you so much...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:15 am|

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

[[Edging closer to the end...]]

Wah seh so long haven't gave my blog entries any title. Juz plain lazy to think of titles for the past few entries. So yeah...juz thought I should add 1 for this entry.
And yes...Wednesday would be officially the last day of school. Thursday actually...but only have a test at 5:15pm on that day. Haiz~...that sinking feeling, which began quite some time back, has sunk even further now...
Been thinking of writing a poem for a long time. Cos numero uno, I haven't had the inspiration to write any lately. Secondly, I juz feel like writing 1. So, if this is not so good (provided you people think the past poems were good, to start with), juz entertain me for awhile lah. =P
And here goes.........

One fine day in two zero zero four,
I woke up from my morning call.
In a daze I tried to recall my dream,
A dream that suggests what the future seems.

Strolling along the road on a Sunday afternoon,
One wishes it was not the sun but the moon.
A woman from afar caught my attention,
Walking hand in hand with her two kids in my direction.

As they inch closer the woman seemed so familiar,
I hastened my steps to make my vision clear.
She was laughing happily with the two young ones,
Her voice I knew I recognised at once.

It was the girl I met fifteen years ago,
A girl that made my life complete and whole.
At first sight I knew she was the missing piece of puzzle in my life,
And swore I would take no other one as my wife.

But as fate decided we weren't meant to be,
She ended up with the perfect guy that wasn't me.
Her happiness was all I cared for,
Though the heart broke and the tears flowed I would never ask for more.

In case you think I'm bullshitting, I didn't. Haha...I really had this dream. A long long time ago...
So bitter...so sweet...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|1:04 am|

Thursday, January 13, 2005

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Woowee~...long time no see everyone!! And yes~...it's going to be another complaining session from me again. Top most on the agenda is...
Bukit Batok Driving Centre!!
Duhz~...really getting super irritated with them. My final evaluation was on Tuesday, and I juz have to pass it to be eligible to book for my Traffic Police Test. Wah...so tired but i kept telling myself to concentrate for the whole lesson. And I got through my final evaluation, after which I waited for an hour at the centre to book for the test. You know...they need the processing time, so I didn't mind. So...when I finally went to book, I found out I wasn't eligible. I had to take another auto car lesson (which I didn't know of) before I can take the test.
WHY?!?!...
Must I take another auto car lesson? Please take a look at my course. It's MANUAL TRANSMISSION, for f**k's sake. I'm not even tested on auto car, so why make me go through 2 lessons? As if 1 wasn't enough. It's a complete waste of my money and my time. Juz for that extra lesson and it's another bloody $67.20. ARGH~!!
I really find this very senseless. What the hell makes those people think that because I'm learning manual transmission so I can't drive an auto car? Grrr~...really feel like burning the whole freaking centre down.
So now I have to wait till next Saturday before I can book my test. 2 days later and I'm off to ITP. Argh...they are creating a whole lot of trouble for me man. Now I can't apply for leave in advance. Damn...
Anywayz school's sort of gonna end soon. Can't believe 6 weeks flew by so quickly. Haiz~...
Hope the last week will be a memorable 1. Postively memorable, I mean.
Life goes on...and on...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:52 pm|

Saturday, January 01, 2005

[[Happy New Year~!!]]

Happy new year to everyone~!! This is the first entry of the year 2005. In 6 months time I'm gonna be 20! Can't really believe that is going to happen so qucikly. Still feel like I'm 16. Haha...and that's not supposed to imply that I'm childish. =P
The last day of 2004 was really great~!! Apart from the stupid weather and the recent tsunami disaster, everything was really fantastic. Ate a whole lot of food. From Breeks in the afternoon, then nasi lemak and bbq stingray and sotong...what a feast hor? Hehe don't be jealous lah. Next time come to Boon Lay and I'll show you all the nice food. Juz showing, not treating wor~...
So...I was at countdown@boonlay with Wilfred and Zhiqing. And boy, was I amazed by the turnout! I thought Boon Lay, being the ulu place that it is, would not have such a great turnout for a countdown party. Man, was I so very wrong. There were like thousands of people, with some coming from as far as Seng Kang and Tampines! How they found their way here I would like to know too. I'll be as lost as I could be in a place like Malaysia if you would to ask me to find some apartment blocks in these areas.
And you know why the last day of 2004 was so great? BECAUSE I GOT TO SEE OU XUAN UP-CLOSE AND PERSONAL~!! WAH...SHE'S REALLY SWEET AND PRETTY~!! Erm...pardon the excitement but I couldn't really control myself. Heez~
She wore a really nice white dress that looked almost inch-perfect on her. I'm juz simply blown away. And I managed to take a few shots of her on my mobile, juz that it ain't that clear because it's night time and the lighting weren't the most fantastic around. And I would have managed to shake her hand if all those other teenage girls didn't fight for the front with me....duhz~
But never mind, can see her in such close proximity is really good enough. And so...I have made a new year resolution. I shall be faithful to Ou Xuan~!! Lolx...ok lah that's a joke. I haven't thought of any new year resolutions. They don't always seem to be fulfilled or anything.
Anywayz juz wanna wish everyone a really happy new year. May all of your wishes be realised in the coming year~!! Take care~!! =)

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:17 am|