Thursday, December 30, 2004

[[ITP is COMING!!!]]

Juz got my internship company today. Ok lah...not juz me. Everyone actually. Haha...so I've got my preferred choice, which is an advertising agency. BUT...
Now that I've got myself an advertising agency, the problem comes. Because I'm not so interested, or rather, not interested at all, at the accounts servicing aspect of the business. I really wanna be more involved in creative work. But at an entry level, that kind of opportunity comes almost as often as a meteor shower. AND...
This company I've got is actually SO FAR AWAY!! Nono...not that song by Staind. I mean, it's really far from my home. Upper Paya Lebar. First I gotta take 18 MRT stations from Boon Lay to Eunos, then change a bus and take another 13 bus stops to reach the buidling. Wooho~....SOMEBODY SAVE MMEEEEEEEEEE~~~~
It's gonna be 3 months man. Holy cow...I wonder if I can wake up so early almost everyday, especially after all that I've "gone through" in poly. Reminiscent of my secondary school days...
Anywayz...gonna miss a lot of people once we begin our attachment. For the first time, I'm going to miss not only her. Amazing? Hmm...as to who I'll miss too...that's juz for me to know. Haha...not much of a need to disclose lah.
This sounds a little cliche, but juz wanna wish everyone good luck for their attachments. We shall all do well together k? Ciaoz~... *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:23 am|

Sunday, December 26, 2004

[[Forgettable Christmas]]

Someone asked me what is Christmas without your loved one? Hmm...that really set me thinking...
Alright I know. It's already Boxing Day. Juz bear for awhile k?
Back to that question...maybe now I know why there has never quite been a really great or memorable Christmas for me. Because I never had a chance to spend Christmas with my loved one.
Not that Christmas is some really special occasion to me. But when it seems like a special occasion to almost everyone on the street, you wouldn't want to feel left out too.
Anywayz this Christmas really is forgettable. And not primarily because I didn't spend it with someone I love.
Juz came back not too long ago from NUH. I suppose that is one of the last places you would want to be on Christmas. And no, I didn't had any food poisoning, fever or any sorts.
Went there for some treatment and X-ray on my jaws. Now this is getting puzzling. Why would I do that all of a sudden?
No, it's not because I banged my head into the wall or something. I nearly got into a fight. And yeah, I feel guilty about it. Because one of my best friends got punched by that asshole. Damn it...what a loser. Why hit my friend when it is me that asshole has a problem with?
Ok...it started with a simple basketball match. That asshole introduced his elbow to the area juz below my chin and above my throat, accusing me of having pushed him. What's up with him man? If he thinks I have did that why not juz ask for a foul? He didn't have to do that and send me crashing to the ground.
And still got the cheek to taunt me and my friend. Bastard. The moment he punched my friend I juz went berserk. I went to take my metal water bottle and wanted to juz return the favour. Come to think of it, it was a good thing my friends pulled me back.
Because of this incident, I guess I have to admit that my anger management still has lots to improve on. I haven't blew into such a rage for a long time, but juz now I simply lost my mind. Especially after seeing my good friend hit.
Anywayz I hope my friend would be willing to sue that guy. The police advised us to take him to civil court so as to teach him a lesson. I hope we do. And give that guy a black mark forever. Bastards like him ought to be taught a lesson.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|12:52 am|

Saturday, December 18, 2004

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It's been a week!! Hmm actually it's more than a week. Realised I haven't been posting entries that often now. But I'll still try my best to update at least weekly. =)
And I have to squeeze out some time to type this out. It's like past 3am now? Haha...the wind is so chilly, and my eyes are so going to close soon.
Ok let's start. I've juz resumed my driving lessons on Friday. Damn...so unlucky man. It was pouring like it had haven't poured before while I was having my driving lesson. Can't you people up there be more kind enough and show some compassion to a trainee driver who hasn't drive a car for a month?
But anywayz it might have been worse. Next lesson is next week. So I hope for better weather. Ok I take that back. It can pour as much as I care BUT PLEASE don't rain on the day I take my test k?
Christmas is next week! Time flies so fast, isn't it? And you know what? Today's 18th December. Which means a year ago, on this very day...The Lord of The Rings: The Return of The King, opened in cinemas. And that in turn means it's been a year. Yes, a year since I last catched a movie with her. Haiz~...suddenly getting so demoralised...
Sometimes time juz pass by too quickly for anyone's liking. Or rather, juz me. I shall not speak on behalf of the whole population without getting everyone's approval. =)
Moving on...yeah it's Christmas next week. A festival that everyone's so concerned with but bears nothing more than the significance of a public holiday to me. But still it's special. I also don't know how to explain, but I do send out Christmas cards. Ok...I confess. I usually send to only 1 person. I sent out 2 cards juz a few days ago, but doesn't seem like Blackmagic Design or her got it. Serves me right for using yellow ink on red and purple envelopes.
So, do I send out the cards again? Hmm...come to think of it, cards aren't exactly cheap. I wonder why...
I guess I'll send again. Maybe ask if they received before sending again. Juz to make sure I don't make myself look more stupid by sending Christmas cards to the same person twice in a year.
I finally said something I wanted to tell her so much. But...I'm not gonna tell you what I said. *bleahz*...it's for me to know and for you to find out. =P
Juz before I end this, gonna give a shout out to Jennifer (though you probably won't see this). Haha thanks so much for listening to my ranting and "lending" me your courage. I'll definitely return it to you! Lolx =)
Ciaoz peepz~...take good care of yourselves. Cyaz..probably in a week's time. *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:11 am|

Friday, December 10, 2004

[[Blackmagic Design]]

What a surprise! I haven't blogged for consecutive days for a long long time. Juz thought of writing an entry because today's the last day of my temporary attachment to Blackmagic Design.
Feeling kinda sad to leave actually. As I said, after some time there, I've grown quite attached to the place. Though technically I didn't do much there (as in learning more of Final Cut Pro), juz the stint there was a great experience to me. One can only learn how a company works and operates until he/she is in the company himself/herself.
And of cos, I got to watch plenty of wonderful ads. That in itself was worth much more than the pay I got. Haha...maybe not but it was really a joy to watch so many different ads from different countries.
Most of all, everyone at Blackmagic Design was wonderful. That made life a whole lot easier for me. And yeah...I'm gonna send them a Christmas card next week. =)
Hope I would have time to visit them. They were really nice, asking me to give them a call if I need temporary work while waiting for enlistment after graduation. And they even offered to work out a place for me there should I be interested to join them after NS. That really left me kinda speechless. I'm not so sure about the offer because I don't know if I'm good enough to do what they are doing, but I'm sure if I were involved in an ad agency and needs post-production work, I know who to go to.
Oh yeah...not to forget, I gotta thank my course manager, Ms Loh too. For approaching and trusting me enough to offer me the opportunity. Maybe I wasn't the first choice in her mind, but that doesn't matter because there were a lot more people she could have asked.
So, there closes one important chapter in my life. A new one will open very soon. Let's hope for the best for everyone. Take care peepz~ *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|9:02 pm|

Thursday, December 09, 2004

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Woah~...long time no see. Last entry dates back from late last month? Seems quite a long time, isn't it? Actually typed an entry on my bro's labby last Saturday, but don't know how come it didn't show up. Whatever it is, forget it. Don't ask me what I wrote too cos I absolutely cannot recall.
So let's start afresh. It's a Thursday. At least there's 1 1/2 hours left to it. Juz cut my hair in the morning and dyed my hair when I came back. Sounds like a lot of fun huh?
Anywayz...can't really recall much of the week. Been suffering from some sort of short-term memory syndrome lately. Can't exactly what happened over the past few days or weeks. Perhaps there's nothing much worthy of mentioning. Perhaps days have become totally insignificant to me.
School's starting next week. Don't really seem to look forward to it or anything. Maybe graduation should come more quickly. Time to get out of that shitty place once and for all?
Tomorrow's gonna be the last day for me at Blackmagic Design. Though I haven't done much there lately, still gonna miss that place quite a bit. It's been quite an experience for me. Learning how things work in real life helps a lot. And of cos there were the nice people I met there. Like Jun Ming, Damien, Tammy, Dixie...really wanna thank them for tolerating me for 1 1/2 months. Haha =)
If all goes well I'll be out to Sentosa with my secondary school pals on Saturday and staying overnight there. It's been really a long while since we had a chance to hang out, especially when everyone is busy with their own things, like work, study and NS. Really looking forward to it. Much more than I probably ever would. Feels weird to be feeling this way because there is always something else I would look more forward to. But, oh well...
Been chatting quite a bit with 1 of my primary school friends. Chatting with her makes me reminisce those days back in primary school. Ahh~...so fun, so carefree...almost nothing much to worry about. How I miss those days...
Juz hate growing up...
And getting involved with things like love, betrayal, backstabbing blah blah blah.
At least there's only half a year more to all this. Perhaps I mean. Or should I say 8 weeks. Will only be going to school 8 weeks, oh which I'll only have to travel to that damn place for 3 days per week. And a grand total of 5 studying hours per week? Haha...what time table is this man? Why don't they juz throw us out into internship?
Ok ok...I know that's a lot of bullshitting for today. So for your ears...erm I mean eyes (since you're reading this and not hearing)...I shall stop for the time being. Hmm...for the time being...appropriate?
Take care everyone. Have lotsa fun. Cyaz~

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:36 pm|

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