Haven't updated this blog for like quite a few days. Com has been down, trying to get it fixed as soon as possible. It has been a really bad few days. So bad it is so hard to explain all that has happened. So bad it makes one wonder how worse can life get.
Com crash, some discontentment with the service industry...these are things that come and go. That becomes forgiven once the fuse is off.
Been chatting with her quite abit lately, especially last night and juz now. Talking so much that the more we carry on, the more broken I've become. Feeling so numb and so not alright now. Don't even know what the heck am I trying to write here. Juz feel like breaking down and cry...and cry...and forget that these 2 days ever existed in my life...
She said she would disencourage me now, since it will not hurt as much in the long term. The truth does hurt. Guess right now, I know what I should do. What I have to do. Long ago have I realised that loving someone does not need you to be together with him/her. Now...I would have the chance to fulfill that statement...
This entry goes out to Chris too. How you feel, I guess there aren't many who understand as much as I do. Be strong k? We'll get through this. You know that when we do, at least we had no regrets. *sMiLeZ*
Welcome to Cheng-xun's Blog. Call me CX if you want. I think that saves loads of trouble for people. Graduated with a Diploma in Media & Communication from SP, currently serving (quite reluctantly) the nation and hoping to go to Australia for further studies one day.
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