[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

[[TiMe fLiEs, tHiNgS FaDe~]]

Haha firstly this blog title taken off from my friend's MSN nick. Hehe sorry wor~ sj but then juz thought of writing something based on this nick. Juz gives me quite alot of things to think and ponder about...
Time really does flies. In a blink of the eye I'm already 19. It feels hard to believe it sometimes, especially when I don't look any different than I am when I was 16. The only thing about me that has probably changed is my thinking ba. More matured now. That's for sure. *wInKz*
Things...well some things they do fade. The last year or so have been somewhat different from what I've been used to. So many friends have gone to the army. Somehow, friendships seem to be fading a little. Not to the stage when we don't stop to chat when we bump into each other. But well, hardly even bump into most of them at all. Kinda missed the days we all had back in sec school. Until we could have another gathering (very tough, but I'm hoping cos gotta be optimistic), the only thing that could be done is to reminisce.
Hopefully when I get into the army, I wouldn't be so cut off from my friends now. The people from my sec school who are at poly now (namely jl, yk and gang), sj, ps...so many of them. Juz hope things won't fade too?
Last year in poly le. In my head, I've always felt it was a mistake to step into SP. Going to SP meant giving up almost all of my hopes to further my interest in history, which is my only interest in school. But in my heart, I was thankful too. That I've learnt alot in my time there. That I've met some wonderful people who were really fun to hang out with. And that, for the first time, I found someone whom I could sincerely fall in love with. Maybe fate only allowed us to meet and be friends, but still it was worth it. Turn back the hands of time and let me choose again, I'd rather meet her than to pursue history, even though it meant we weren't meant to be.
Juz wish that, hopefully, some things will not slowly fade away from my life as time flies by. It really is scary. But I'll remain optimistic. Very optimistic. Because that's the way to approach life. And because that's what she told me too. *sMiLeZ*

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|11:24 pm|