[[*Endless Road_______Endless Journey]]*

Sunday, August 29, 2004

[[So CrUeL....So TrUe~]]

Quite some time since I last had an entry. Today...such a long day. And such a tiring 1 too. Let's start with yesterday. Worked on project from morning until afternoon at Orchard. Nice place to have a project meeting huh? Then went down to Jurong East Library to check up some info for another project. Couldn't find the newspaper clipping that I hoped to look for, but had quite an experience using the microfilm machine to read newspaper articles from 1983.
Went to find my friends after that to watch a basketball match. The team we supported lost. Then had dinner at a coffeeshop nearby and watched soccer. Man U only managed to draw Blackburn 1-1. But it was really an exciting match. On a good day Man U would have won 10-1, with the no. of chances they created.
Today...actually I'd rather not talk about anything that has happened today. But no point bottling up in my chest too. Everytime I'll get reprimanded by everybody when I do that. So here it goes...
Woke up quite late in the morning. Slacked all the way until 5pm, when I went for a haircut. Before that was playing game quite abit. Wanted to start on my CA but the procrastinator in me, well, procrastinated everything until about 1 hour ago? So I've got it started. 1/3 done with it I hope.
After the haircut went to Orchard. Was chatting with her on sms during her lunch break, and got to know where she worked and what time she would knock off. So there I went, waiting outside Isetan Scotts. Was early actually, but never spotted her coming out of the building until I sms-ed her asking if she had finished work. By that time she was on her way to take the train.
So I rushed to Orchard MRT, but well, she has already taken a train. All hopes seem to have gone. But she had taken the wrong train and alighted at Toa Payoh, which was 3 stops from Orchard. She wasn't clear on whether she had switched trains or if she was still waiting for the train at Toa Payoh. So the next train came, and I kept hesitating and hoping she wasn't on that train. But so sad...she was on it. So I boarded the next train, hoping somehow the train arriving at Raffles going towards Boon Lay would delayed, because by the time I boarded the train at Orchard she was at City Hall. If everything was delayed I could have bumped into her at Raffles...
But fate is juz so cruel. When I reached Raffles, I saw the train opposite, which was heading to Boon Lay, leaving. Haiz~...am I juz plain unlucky? Perhaps I should have boarded the train to Raffles earlier, so even if she wasn't on it I could have waited at Raffles. Really feel like killing myself for being so dumb. Or perhaps if I had mattered, she would probably have waited at Raffles for me...
Maybe really no fate ba. Sometimes, it's really hurting...that it seems like she's avoiding me when I'm the 1 who's "accused" of avoiding her. I really can't understand sometimes. Haiz~...does every woman's mind work like that?

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