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Monday, August 23, 2004

[[A SiGn fRoM tHe StArS~]]

Quite a slow day. Perhaps it's the Monday blues. Skipped my 2nd class cos wanted to go to BBDC and take my pratical for Final Theory, but in the end went to Ginza play LAN game with my friends. Sad case hor? At least I haven't been skipping alot of classes this semester.
Something happened in school today that reminded me of the movie, Turn Left Turn Right. Remember the show that starred Takeshi Kaneshiro and Gigi Leung? Yeah...that show. We were given a break during the 1st lesson. The 2 of us exited the classroom to go washroom, her by the back door and me by the front. Seems to be so simultaneous. Then walked in opposite directions, and only realised it when I turned around to check if my friend had followed me. Haha...also don't really know what to say about it. Juz...haha...maybe it's juz the signal to say that perhaps...perhaps it's juz not meant to be...haha. Hmm suddenly juz feel like telling a story...

Many, many years ago...before you and I were born, there lived a man, A. From young, he wasn't the most popular kid in his family. His grandparents, his relatives, all liked his older brother more. His older brother was a hardworking and sensible boy. Though he wasn't most liked by his relatives, A's parents doted on him as much as his brother, even showing more trust in A by giving him more freedom. A grew up to be as sensible as his brother, though he was more temperamental, more playful, more carefree.
A had his first girlfriend when he was only 13. An age when a boy is still, a boy. And not wise enough to manage a relationship of this kind. It was therefore not a huge surprise that the relationship didn't really work out. On and off, A had crushes on this girl and that girl, but never seriously thought that he could actually settle on a stable relationship with anyone of them. A, at this time, still do not fully understand what it is really like to love someone. Until...
That fateful day. The 1st day A, now 17, went to a new school. Sitting in a circle, A and his new classmates were to introduce themselves one by one. All this while, A was feeling bored, and strange. Because he was not exactly a very social person and quite shy. Until this girl, B, introduced herself. Something magical juz happened. It seems like, out of nowhere, something struck A. Perhaps it was her smile. Maybe it was her sweet voice. For the 1st time, it seemed like A finally fell in love...in love with someone whom he haven't even know for a day.
Days gone by, and A started to fall even deeper. He juz couldn't be moved by another girl. Though they didn't talk much in school or go out together often, they still managed to communicate often through other means. A told B how he felt, but he never really got a response from B. Perhaps B was juz unsure...unsure of whether this guy is for real. But in A's heart, he never had doubted how he felt...
3 years gone, and it's time for graduation. A and B went separate ways, A to serve the army, and B got a job. A gave his blessings to B, hoping that she'll find the right guy. B gave the same blessing too. 10 years...15 years...time juz flew by. During this time, both of them hardly kept in contact. In A's heart, he still loved B, and no less than before. B, too, was hoping that 1 day, A would pluck up his courage and move her with his sincerity. Fate wasn't too kind though...
1 fine day, A was out on training. While climbing the high ropes, A's wallet dropped and he reached out 1 hand to try grab it. He managed to get a hand onto his wallet, but slipped and fell, hitting his head hard on the ground. Though knocked out cold, he held on to his wallet firmly, and all the way while he was rushed to the hospital. No one knew why that was so. B heard about what happened to A, and went to the hospital. Only then did everyone realise why A held on to his wallet so tightly. In his wallet was B's photo. B finally realised that all these years, A's feelings never once changed. But it was too late, as A sadly didn't survive the fall...

Finally end of the story. Come to think of it...it's kinda lame. Haha...but juz felt like writing something, though my mind's abit blank. Time to end off this entry. Cyaz~...

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