Thursday, August 12, 2004

[[LeT mE sLiP AwAy~]]

So much seem to happen, seem to have so much to say. It seems to be a so-much-seem-to day. Anywayz juz to briefly summarise my day...morning went to BBDC to enrol and book lessons for driving. Spend a total of $210 and very likely to spend more soon. Then had to rush home to get something for classmate. At JE bumped into Cheng En and had a little chat. Managed to get back to school in time for my lessons. After lessons then went straight back to BBDC again for 2 basic theory lessons. Actually don't know why I had to attend the lessons since I've passed my BT but at least the instructors weren't too boring, so it was quite alright.
Halfway into the 1st lesson received a msg from her. Said that if possible hoped that I wouldn't continue keeping those sms that I stored in my phone. Felt weird and uncomfortable when other people read them when I lent them my phone. Told me she has been hearing people telling her about the sms since year 1. Haiz~...actually I don't really know what to say, what to do, or what to feel. Supposedly if someone took a look at my inbox it's more of intruding my privacy instead of hers? Isn't it a right of mine to decide what I wanna store in my phone?
Actually...I really don't know. Those sms...I won't say they are the most precious things I'll ever possess, but perhaps they are 1 of the most sentimental? At least whenever I'm down I have something from the past to look back at and smile? I really don't know...I'm really lost. Tell me what to do? Perhaps it's like what the song I'm listening to now indicates? End of the road? It's juz so hard...so tiring to know that tml I'll have to carry a smile to school, though it seems I can hardly manage...
Been listening to Ou De Yang's Xiu Xiu Xiu today. Think listened to it for more than 5 times. How it seems to reflect what's inside of me. How it seems I feel the need to slip away...to somewhere far, far away...

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:48 pm|

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